Wow, I was very surprised at the number of comments on my last entry.  Thank you all for what you've written and the uplifting remarks.  As someone commented, I guess I was feeling a bit down when I wrote it.  But many of the things I say are true, and it is very difficult to find someone out there.  When we get older, there are fewer people willing to accept us, warts and all, as they say.  Read some ads, they say they are looking for someone with no baggage.  How can you get to my age and not have had a suitcase or two?  I'm not arm candy.  I'm not slender.  I'm not financially able to be a sugar-mama.  So when I say I don't have much to offer, yes I do have my warped sense of humor and fair amount of intelligence, but face it, most men are looking for a good pair of tits that still stand upright or a smooth, unblemished body.  Sorry, those days are long past for me.  So while I might daydream about lying in bed on a Sunday morning with someone, as we sip coffee and read the paper, occasionally touching each other affectionately, I have come to realize that it's not in the cards.  Wow, that really sounds depressing.  I need to snap out of this soon!!