Either that got your attention or scared the shit out of ya didn't it. lol

Yeah I am writing a blog about the site so read it or don't.
I took my time and waited to write about the new changes until I had read all the blogs and forum comments about it. OMG... can we all sound anymore like whining idiots???  For fuck sake (4nik's famous line) people either piss or get off the pot! You either pay for it or you don't....right?
Maureen and Jayce have given up a lot of things to make this site what it is and all most of you can do is whine about YOU and that your not getting a free ride anymore.  Yep and I know I have not been a paying member for awhile now either but I was for years and 4nik8er still is. So I got a right to bitch if I want to. lol
I have not paid for the membership in awhile because I live in NZ and if you know anything about the NZ and Australia economy then you will understand. That being said do you know where Maureen and Jayce live??? The live in Australia. One of the most expensive places to live in the world and they are trying to run a business and make a home there. Do they not have that right to do so??? 
Well I think they do!  I also think they have the right to run their business anyway they want.  Is that not how you would run your business, the way you want??? You would charge accordingly for the service you provide...right?  You would want to make enough to live off of...right?  You may even want to make a profit...right?  And you would give away what you could afford to promote that business...right?  Well if you answered yes to those questions then what are you bitching about???
If you have your own business or a job then you do that to put a roof over your head, food on your table, gas in your car and hopefully have a buck or two in the bank. So do you think that Maureen and Jayce deserve any less?
Well I think they deserve more! They made this site into something so special for all us that I think they deserve all that they can get.
Through reading the forums I learned that they sold their house and Maureen has taken a second job. My god people Maureen should be about to retire now, not taking a second job and certainly not having to sell her home to make ends meet so that you may have free entertainment! 
I personally want to thank you Maureen and Jayce for what you have done for me. You first gave me many hours of entertainment and then you gave me so many friends that I met in person. You gave me so many memories that I will always treasure. Then you gave me the love of my life. You gave me a whole new world to live in and  I thank you both for coming up with the  idea for this site many, many years ago!!! 
I know that there are alot of others here that have been given the same things that I have and I hope that they are thanking you too.
If I can not pay for the membership when the trial ends I will NOT be leaving! I was here as a free member before and will continue to do so and when I can pay I for damn sure will be!!! It maybe only a month here or there but I will be paying for it because even though we think of you as friends we know that you have a lively hood here also. So think of me as a relative that is sleeping on your couch and eating your food for free until I can help out. lol
I wish you both the best of luck in everything you do.
As for the whiners here...well ya get what ya pay for! If you don't want to pay then just hush the heck up. Use the free parts of the site and stop your bitching!  To all of the peolpe here that support Maureen and Jayce I am sure they do know it.
Speaking of free parts, what happened to the controversy forum???

Rose

Ok (sigh)....here goes. 
As most of you know I am an American living in New Zealand for now and yes I am a very PROUD AMERICAN. I have always believed that we should all have a right to say what we think be that good or bad. You are the one that has to take the consequences of it....right??? 
Well I do not have that much freedom right now to say what I think and feel except in my own home with my son and 4nik. I can not talk to my co workers or the few friends I have about what is happening with our country right now because they are narrow minded people who know compassion only if it benefits them directly!  They constantly challenge and seem to want to argue about everything I say if it has anything to do with America. So I have l;earned to keep my mouth shut and that was even before Osama was brought to justice. Yes...I did not say killed, brought to justice!

I can not believe the way people are behaving when it comes to this subject.  Do you remember what you were doing early that morning on 9/11/01????  Well I do!  I was sitting in front of the TV in utter shock and disbelief.  How could someone just kill all those people and destroy all the lives of their families???  Not counting the lives of the people since that day all over the world, not just in America.
I have read everything on here about it that I can. I am in utter shock when I read that bringing him to justice was the wrong thing to do, that he didn't have much to do with anything anymore....OMG!!!  He has killed thousands of people and you are feeling sorry for him!!!! 
He deserved to die for what he did...and that my friends from all over the world is the bottom line. You would not show such pity on the serial killer living down the street from you... right? You would not show such pity on the rapists in your town...right? You would not show such pity on the drunk driver who killed a whole family while driving...right?  Then why show pity on a man that murdered innocent people put a huge hole in the hearts of our world? A man that changed the lives of the world not just Americans.
So....who the hell cares who killed him?  I know I don't. I wouldn't have cared if the Canadians, the Brits, Kiwis or if it was one of his own wives with a fucking frying pan up side his head!!!!  He is dead and justice in my eyes is served.
As for back lash from his death...well duh, of course there is going to be. But we need to all give ourselves a little more credit here..OK!  Don't you think our governments are just a little smarter now? Don't you think we are just a little smarter now?  Unless you have lived with your head up your ass for the last ten years then hopefully you are smarter and wiser about the safety of our world. For the people that travel overseas and then back to the US we can all relate to the fact that we are not as naive as we used to be and thank god for it!
The whole reason I wrote this is because you have the right so say what you want and not feel uncomfortable about it. I don'tfeel like I do here and I am ashamed that I feel that way. My son asked me why I don't stand up and say something to my co workers...that my friends had to be the hardest question I ever had to answer. But my answer was " because I am nothing here". For him it is different, he is young and the younger people here do not feel the same as the older.... caught up in their own lives and 'don't care what happens to anyone as long as it doesn't happen on their front porch people here'. 
So to the rest all of the that bitch about  how Osama was brought to justice or what is going to happen from here...who gives a shit..the fact is that he was and I think my world be what it may... is a lot better off!!!  
Thanks for reading and have a great day all.

Rose