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TS/TV/CD, 50 USA
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Willow Grove Nas
Pennsylvania, USA 3,388 mi from you 50
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Well to be honest I don't know what I really want .I just want to be accepted as me . What is that you ask . I'm a pre-op Transexual who only has 16 months to go till the finale surgery . Yes I'm counting the days the hours the minutes . I want a special person who would like to take walks on the beach , or in the woods holding hands and whispering in each others ears . Watching the sun set or rise over the lake down the street . Feel the wind together as it caresses our bodies and fills our ears with music . Cuddle on the couch together as we watch a movie or roast marsh-mellows over the fireplace . Willing to skip Monday night Football to go rock-climbing instead . Put a picnic basket in the car and find that special place to be alone and just hold and feed each other after we get there . Willing to put me first as I will always put them first .
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Power lost in New Hope .
Monday, March 15, 2010
Since
everyday I'm Karen , I don't feel a need to do certain things to prove
myself anymore . I still have to fight hard for what should be the same
rights everyone else gets but everyday another hurdle is cleared .
Saturday night New Hope was closed ! No Power ! . This left me to figure something else out to due at the last minute . So I went to Alberts 2nd Floor . This place was just flat out dead . I hung in there for an hour , then out the door . My second choice was ok . I Went to Micheal's Cafe in Bensalem . It was a slow night according to an old friend behind the bar serving drinks . I thought the place was packed myself , elbow room only on the dance floor . The parking lot was full . I decided tonight to have one drink . The men and women were wall to wall , a meat market for anyone looking to get picked up . When you look at yourself in the mirror you see noting but flaws . One night here and you start to feel pretty good . The guys hit on you left and right . I wasn't really looking for anyone this night , I just wanted to dance a , little and have fun . Blowing the guys off was easy , and yes I was very nice when I did it . I had one gentlemen who was more then persistent . My voice did not scare him and my large shoulders didn't scare him away . He was determined to get a fast dance with me and a phone # . I was not having a lot of luck trying to scare him off . So he asked me what I like most in a guy ? I told him honesty . He asked what was the second thing I look for in a guy ? I said a great sense of humor . He asked what I wanted in man ? I told him someone with a very open mind and could handle anything with out loosing it . He laughs and says thats him to the T . I laugh now and tell him I'm a T too . Still laughing he says to me he doesn't get it . So I take the time to explain what I am to him . He looks me over and says you look real . I tell him everything he see is real , I just waiting for my finale surgery . He gets a serious look on his face and says your not scaring me off that easy . He seemed nice and harmless so we talked for a little while . Buy 1 o'clock I was getting tired and hungry . I said goodbye to my friend Gail and left alone . She made sure the bouncer followed me out to the car and I got in safe . Next stop Applebee's for a quick bite to eat then home to bed . At my age getting up at 4-5 in the morning then trying to stay up late is getting hard as I get older . lol . Lost friend found .
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Lost friend found .
The year was 1977 or 78 , the place West Chester University . I was home on leave and took a girlfriend and her sisters friend to a Halloween party at West Chester University . My girlfriend was a girl named Margaret , the other person was Dave . This night I would dress as a pimp and Dave and Margaret would be my girls for the evening . Nobody ever knew he wasn't a real girl . This brought endless thoughts to my mind . Dave was absolutely gorgeous as a woman and more feminine then any girl I new . We saw each other at parties one or two times more , then Dave would disappear for ever . Since that fate full day I have always thought about Dave . I always wonder what had happened to him . Well last night I found out . A few days back I found a picture of a girl with a last name that I knew . I thought she might be a sister of Dave's , so I sent her a message . I explained how I new her brother Dave many years ago and told her where I lived back then . I got a message last night back and Dave is now Leslie . Leslie had her SRS back in 1983 . She went on into modeling and acting in shows we see on TV every week . You have got to love it . Food Poisoning & Loneliness
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Food Poisoning&Loneliness
Saturday I had breakfast at a place called the Cracker Barrel . I had a simple egg , onion , green pepper , and cheese omelet . With in a two hours I would be at home violently sick . As the day wore on it was a bad feeling . It sounded good when I read it on the menu , it smelled good and tasted good going down . Its funny as you lay there alone feeling like your dieing , you wonder if you will have anyone as you get older and what will it be ? I have meet very few men I have time or patience for . I have met a few women who fit in this category also . I spent 30 wonderful years with one woman . Will I be able to find that again . Or like so many girls I know in the trans community am I destined to spend the rest of my life alone ? I miss working for the Red Cross National Disaster Team and as a EMT . There was nothing like when that phone rang and you grabbed your sleepingbag and backpack and caught the next flight out out to anywhere at a moments notice . There is nothing in the world that can compare to helping people that have been in a disaster . Its funny as I think about the last call . Steve handed me a case of water to take with me as I was getting ready to catch a plane . I gave the water away and grabbed 30 cans of Mountain Dew and a few bags of beef jerky to go with me . There would be no water or electric where I was going . I always take lots of candy on these outings . The kids have it the worst . Its Sunday morning and were still recovering but were up and moving . Tomorrow is a big day my Shrink has my letter waiting for me . I just have to settle on a doctor and a time line . If I go with Dr. Suporn or Dr. Sugan they have very long waiting list . If I go with Dr. Leis or Dr. Reed they get you right in , but will they do the same job that Suporn and Sugan do ? I hear Suporn has a new technique that when he's done a few months later you self lubricate . That is a big ticket item in my book . Sugan and Suporn from pictures I've seen build a playboy centerfold vagina . I don't see a lot U.S. Dr's doing that . This next month will be interesting . Broken Neck & Harrisburg
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Entry for March 03, 2010
Broken Neck&Harrisburg Tuesday night I get a call after 9:00 pm , its a cryptic call from my brother ." Mom broke her neck , dad and I are going down to Jeff tomorrow to see her you don't have to go " . What are you talking about I ask ? Mom fell yesterday and broke her neck and they air lifted her to Jefferson Hospital in Philadelphia . That's all we know . I asked did this happen today ? No he says , it was yesterday . He tells me I know your busy so we didn't want to bother you . I explain I can cancel my trip to Harrisburg tomorrow and go to Jefferson Hospital with them . My brother says that I don't need to be there there is nothing I can do . Like what the #$%& are you doing for her runs through my head , but I don't say it out loud . I explain I would like to be there also . He explains I'm not welcome there . I decide to go to my dad and talk to him . We talked for over two hours . If I was willing to be Ken I could come to the hospital . Bull#$%& it what I wanted to say , but I told my father to just call me . I gave him my business card and he asked who Karen was . Dad you know that is me . So I write the number on a pcs of paper with the name Ken on it . He says he'll call when he hears something . As I leave my parents house I start to cry , I call a friend and ask her to check the status of my mom . She says she'll try but is not sure she can get an answer tonight . I call another friend , She calls me back in 4 minutes flat . She gives me the whole picture as to the condition of my mother . Its not good . I call an Business agent and leave a message I can't make tomorrows trip to Harrisburg . I call my brother again . He asked if I was completely off my #$%@ rocker ? I asked him what was wrong now , he lets me know I upset my father . I tell him I won't go with them tomorrow , I'll go to Harrisburg instead . Its after 12:00 at night when I get home . I set my alarm clock for 4:00 am . At 4:00 am I'm up and in the shower . Buy 4:15 I'm putting hot rollers in my hair . Buy 4:30 make-up is going on . 5:15 am I'm on the road to meet up with a few hundred Local 98 men and two other women . At 6:00 am were getting on buses at Local 19 Sheet-metal workers Hall in Philly . 6:45 we depart for Harrisburg . The bus ride out was very quite for me , no one talks to me . We arrive in Harrisburg a few hours later . We go into the building and hold a small rally for Steve Wynn on building a casino in Philly . As soon as the rally is over we walk back out to the buses get on and head home . A few minutes into the ride a young lady jumps into the seat next to me and introduces herself to me . We talked the whole way back . It was great . Back at Local 19's union hall I got in my truck to go see my mom . As I walked into the ICU unit my father and brother were there . They just gave me the evil eye . I stayed outside the room . When they took my mom out to get test done I went with her . We talked about my grand kids and sons . We got to spend about an hour together before she had to go back to her room . Why she was in getting the one test done I got a nurse to show me her chart and give me the good and bad . It wasn't good . They are going to put rods , screws and plates in her . They had her on a morphine drip to ease the pain in her head . It was hard to hold back the tears as she layed there paralyzed . We chatted a little more and they took her back to her room . My next stop was my own Dr. . I haven't been feeling well for over a month . He talked to me for a while and took blood and sent me on my way . I called a what I thought was friend but he has been dodging me for over a month or two and won't return phone phone calls . As a last ditch effort to talk to him I sent him a text telling him about my mom . No response . I drove to the bar around the corner from my house ordered some food and a Sapphire & Cranberry . It was smooth going down . I got a second one , I took a sip gave it back to the girl behind the bar and asked for just a cranberry juice . I finished dinner and my juice and went home . Union Meeting
Monday, March 1, 2010
Union Meeting
February 23 would be a bad day . I arrive at the union meeting and the hall looked empty . As I walk through the glass doors I am greeted by an old friend Todd . He shakes my hand and treats me like real person still to my face . I know the real Todd who does not like anyone who is not a wasp , but at least he was cordial . We chatted for a while . Then guys started to walk in to the hall , it was starting to fill up fast . 90 % of these guys knew me , only 1 so far was brave enough to shake my hand or say hello . As we went down stairs to start the meeting most guys who knew me kept there distance . I said hello to few people but no replies . I sat down for the start of the meeting . One young man was brave enough to sit next to me at the meeting and say hello and talk to me . We talked about the old days when we were both on a job together . I asked him , Do I look that bad ? his answer was no just different from the person he used to know who was involved with his union . I was sitting in the back of the hall to make guys have to turn if they wanted to stare at me . Johnny Doc gave an interesting speech . 700 men out of work that is a bad picture . He also said how he would be cutting back more staff and getting rid of a few more agents . I don't care what anyone thinks cutting back is a mistake . You need that full support of personnel to keep things going at 100 % . I think when you cut back mistakes start getting made or people get lazy because they get over whelmed . Any one who has read the Dodge reports and listens to the state of the state addresses for most of the states knows what is going on and what is needed to fix things . Carpenters have 70 % unemployment at there hall I heard at my last Labor meeting in the county . That combined with what John has just told me is just a bad work picture . No matter how good I feel I look , it still wears you down all the guys staring at you . After the meeting I went looking for a friend . Most guys keep as far away a possible . It may rub off on them and they may become Transsexual too . LOL really not funny . I walked up to an old friend who I did a lot for at one time at night for the local . As I said hello he went from a smile to that look you get when your going to throw up . I put my hand out to shake hands , he hesitated big time . He did finally shake my hand . A few other people I said hello to after the meeting would not say anything back . I guess you could say the high light of the whole night was one young man hit on me . As I drove home I called a Business Agent friend of mine he told me he could not talk he would call me back . I knew this was a lie . He never returns calls to me anymore . Jim of all people knows how much I hate it when people lie to make people feel good . I've always been a believer of brutal honest truth even if it hurts . You can't fix what you don't know . The ride home was very lonely . Saturday was Districts My son Jimmy was eliminated in the second or third round , but you got to see some of the best wrestling around . Lets hope next week is better .  I'm so sorry this is late,
I hope you had a Wonderful Day ! Love n warmest wishes, Lana xxxxxxx  Added: Tuesday, February 9, 2010 2:58pm
 I hope you had a great day  my sweet, charmming, beautiful, sexy friend. Just wish I could give you a little spanking for your B'day.... Added: Monday, February 8, 2010 6:14pm
Happy 50th Birthday Karen........wishing you a wonderful day
Added: Monday, February 8, 2010 10:49am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Karen darling!! and may you have many more. Kisses and hugs. Charlene
Added: Monday, February 8, 2010 8:18am
Added: Monday, February 8, 2010 5:08am
Happy Birthday Karen !!!
Sweetie- Congratualtions !!!!!!!! I know you have traveled a difficult road and I am proud of you ! You now have the rest of your feminine life ahead of you !!! I read your blogs before I wrote these comments. Again, I am very proud of you !! You are an example to all transgender women of the success that can be had. You have overcome difficult obstacles and become your own woman !! AGAIN CONGRATULATIONS KAREN !!!!!! My birthday was 2/4. Since I stil living in 3 worlds, it was an interesting day. First, I went to get my psychological evaluation for SS Disability. That night I went to an executive committee meeting for my Ward organization. Then, I went to an AA meeting. Finally, after the meeting, I went out for coffee with friends. One of whom knows that I am out. HUGS !! XO XO XO Terri Added: Sunday, February 7, 2010 12:09pm
well u have my number and i dont have urs call when u can i would like to talk again have a great day
Added: Friday, January 29, 2010 9:11am
hope u had a wonderful christmas and that thing will be better in the new year, was hoping to hear from u by now and would love to talk to u and see how things r going have a wonderful new year waiting for ur call
Added: Saturday, December 26, 2009 2:42pm
Hey, girlyfriend!
Haven't seen any blog entries for quite awhile; that's got me concerned. I hope family issues at this time of year haven't left you feeling lost and lonely. There are still people who love you and will always meet you with open arms.  Here's hoping you've just been too busy with holiday festivities and that your Christmas was spent surrounded by love. Wishing you a wonderful, prosperous, and very happy and healthy new year, that you reach your goals and that your sons don't take too long to come around to acceptance.Love, -Gail- Added: Saturday, December 26, 2009 2:01pm
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Happy Birthday Karen!! 
