lol, i love chat!!! i would reather be in chat then at work. but i have to apy the bills. in chat i can go to my little corner and sit, and do whatever i want. i can perv the ladies, or just hang out. it`s fun in my corner. and i can have a few friends in there! so if your ever in loving large, come visit my corner, and lets chat.

I got an e-mail form an old navy buddy of mine, who i haven`t heard from in about 20 years. so i called him to catch up on things. we talked for about two hours and in that convo. he asked me if i was still married, i told him sadly no, and he said. see, thats why i will never marry a big woman, they are so messed up in the head! well i let him know right then and there that my ex was not messed up, that it takes two to end a marrage. he was never into datig bbw`s in the first place.so we talked alittle more and then he had to go. after we hung up, i started thinking. for as long as i can remember i have allways loved larger women, now don`t get me wrong, i have tried to date the toothpicks too, but i never found them that hot. i can hang out and be friends with them, but as far as sleeping with them, i can`t see it. so i called the ex and told her i had talked to my navy bud, and she told me he was a pig, i asked her why did she think that? and she told me that he had hit on her when we were dating,( fine time to tell me this eh?) but thats all water under the bridge now. so i ended my chat with the ex, and went to SA to perv some bbw`s and i thought, hell i like the way i am, i was loving bbw`s before bbw was invented, and i`ll be loving them when it`s gone.

ok i love to chat, sometimes i just sit and read the screen, other times i`m in the mix with the room. i think chat is fun and there are some very nice people here. ( BUT )then there are the beggers and the haters! you know the ones, ( may i view your cam? no why not, pleaseeeee? ok then fu, ) and so it go`s. or how about the pc please? oh just for a sec, it`s nothing bad) then they try to get you to cybersex em. all this even after they are told no. i was in chat today and watched a guy try to get one female to view his cam, she said no, and he kept trying, and trying, well i guess some of the other chatters got tired of him and came to the rescue. they made him stop asking her to view his cam. i`ve been here alittle while now, and i`ve seen some things that makes us males, look like pure grade A asses. don`t get me wrong there are some ladies in here that could use a good spanking too. but what i`m trying to say is, where has all the respect for a fellow chatter gone??? is it to much to ask that if you ask something and is told no, to just say ok and ty. and let it go? well i`ve asked ladies to view their cams, and have been told no. i say ok ty. and i let it go. there will be other cams. at least i hope! 

ok as far as 2009. it was an ok year for me. but now it`s 2010. and i`m hoping for a better year, even tho santa didn`t leave one sa lady under my tree. i`m still hoping for a good year. if i get lucky i`ll be living in fl! by the summer. and i`ll have a great job there too!
 i`m thinking i want to go back to sea, and maybe work the cruise ship thing. or just go merchant marine and go overseas. and see whats on the eastern side of the world.