People say " When your down you've got to pick yourself up." My thing is how many times can a person take getting knocked down before believing their unlucky in love? I think I'm about to that point. Two failed marriages and when a long time friend makes he's feelings known after my second seperation, I'm thinking this might work ,we've known each for 15 years, so we know each others strengths and faults. I had talked to him Monday night by phone. I would see him in the morning. I called everyday without any answer. This evening his mom found him deceased at his home. They believed he passed in his sleep Monday night. Should I just stop even looking for love? I looked forward to seeing him every day.

Searching for the ideal man is harder than you think. Making wrong choices along the way is hurtful, but hoping to find "the right guy" because everyone wants the other half of themselves to grow old with. So in describing my other half, he will be a contradiction like myself. To be strong and independant but need for closeness and want to help and be with each other.To be chivorous and know how to treat a lady, but understand that the lady can do for herself, but it's nice to know that a man wants to take care of her knowing that she's not clingy but just wants to know he loves her and wants to take care of her ,not material things but in actions. Like if your lady knows how to change her own brakes on her car, would you help or do it for her or stand around and watch or leave her to it? Because to me If all is mutual life is a little more interesting and the bedroom more fun.