...interesting to say the least.  I've been a part of Sexy Ads for quite some time, and I've been able to talk with some fun people.  I always kind of considered this a place where you could share what you like, what you think, and this includes even the off-beat.

But lately, I've been getting comments on my profile of "creep" "scary" and hurtful other words.  Have I been wrong in assuming that Sexy Ads is an easier place to open up?

My last blog post for example; this dream, in the grand scheme (I don't think) means much of anything.  But, I still wouldn't share it aloud with my friends.

*sigh* I don't know... just needed to get that off my chest.

Strange dream over the Thanksgiving weekend.  I was with a lot of family enjoying the wknd, but there was a night where I had a strange dream.

The dream was; I was with my gf in bed, and for some reason my cousin (F, and about 7 yrs younger than I) came into bed.  The problem is that I really wanted to fuck my gf, and didn't care.  So, I started making out with her and then my cousin joined in with the making out.  That's about when I woke up.

Any thoughts?

So, after thinking about this last night and I've noticed something in my sexual past.  As noted earlier, I did have 1 encounter with a guy.  While his ungroomed cock was a turn off, I still think about taking a dick once in while.

Since then I've been with only women... but I've noticed they've always been bigger girls.  And that totally fits my personality and, hell even my ad on here.  But, it got me thinking... what's it like to be with a thin or smaller girl?

I've been masturbating lately to videos in the "amature" or "teen" classification, looking for smaller girls with smaller tits.  The small cherry tits are a turn on for me right now.

I wonder what I'm missing...

I did have 1 encounter with another guy.  we found each other online and agreed to meet up at a book store.  He was a solid 10 years older than I was at the time, and in all honesty, this was my 1st time being "sexual" with anyone, male or female. 

We got in the car and drove to the pharmacy where he ran in for condoms and some lube.  We then headed for a hotel room, where we started kissing and groping some.

It got to the point that we were both naked on the bed and he started going down on me.  This was the most insanely awesome my cock had ever felt, and it was the first and only time I've been able to cum by blow job.  He took my load in his mouth and came up and kissed me, as we swaped my cum.

I then started to go down on him. While I did enjoy the hard dick in my mouth and I was looking forward to getting his load in mine... I had a tough time with the amount of hair he had.  I was getting choaked up on it and couldn't finish.

That's when I decided that "man-scaping" was a good thing.  That and personal hygene.