Is She Really Going Out With Me

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I was studying one night in the school library, getting reading for some up coming Spring exams. I had just returned some books and was walking back to my desk when out of the corner of my eye, I got a glimpse of a girl I have never seen before. She just flew by.

Her hair and her body outline is all I saw. Quickly I turned around, racing down the isles, trying to see where she went. Isle after isle and no sign of her.

Where could she have gone? I headed back to get my books and jacket. I've had enough studying for one night. I round an aisle and bam!! I almost knocked her over. She was reaching for an article at our near collision. I surprised her to say the least, but she was cool. She lowered her arm and smiled at me. Kind of blushing and batting her lashes. I apologized for coming so close and she said no problem. She walked around me, grazing me with her arm and told me she should get back to her books. She wore blue jeans, a t shirt and a white sweater. Her hair looked beautiful, long dirty blonde color. Her eyes and smile and mmmmmm she smelled wonderful.
That night she was all I could think of. The next day I couldn't wait for the evening to arrive so I could go back to the library. I was there by 7:00 and was trying to study, but again she was all I could think of. Around 7:30 she walked in, looking as pretty as I thought she would. Same kind of dress, she looked good in that sweater. She actually spotted me first and gave me that nice blushful smile when she sat down a few tables over. I kept to my studies, glancing over periodically, hoping not to get caught looking.

She sat alone in an area that had lots of students sitting near by. Finally I got the nerve up to go and talk to her. I was going to invite myself over and just sit down with her at the table. I walked over and said hello, she said hi back and awkwardly we exchanged pleasantries. Still standing, she asked if I would like to sit. I was so happy, and I sat immediately. I introduced myself and so did she. Her name is Jen, she held her hand out and we shook hands. It felt nice to touch and hold. Her voice was soft and very soothing as she smile and said "hi, I'm Jen and I'm pleased to meet you Calvin". She made my heart pound, I'm sure you could see it through my shirt if you looked. We talked and talked and talked.

Got zero amount of studying accomplished. I walked her home that night, back to her dorm where we said good night. She told me I was the most friendliest person she had met since starting college. We both seem to enjoy each others company, I can't believe how well we have hit it off. We agreed to meet each other again the next night in the library. We met there every night that week and each night I would walk her home. She always seemed as happy to see me each day as I was in seeing her. I really liked Jen and hope she liked me as well. We talked and laughed. Sometimes we'd have to leave the library because we were being too loud.

On Thursday night, walking back to Jen's dorm it happened. I said good night, I was about to suggest something for Friday night. She slipped her hand behind my head, pulling me in close and kissed me.

Her lips touched mine, passionately setting off alarms throughout my body. It was a kiss I didn't want to end. Her lips felt like silk, tender and smooth. She ended the kiss with a smile and said "goodnight Calvin, call me!" and she disappeared behind the door.

I had to collect my self, things stirred in my body that needed attending too. I always got excited the closer I go to her door, not wanting to be too fast, not wanting to make a move the wrong move. Maybe Jen got tired of waiting. Anyways, I turned around to go home. A smile pasted across my face, she likes me.

Friday after classes we met and walked all around the campus. Jen talked about her feelings she had for me. She kept telling me how surprised she is to meet a guy like me, here at school. I didn't understand, I bet there would be lots of guys wanting to go out with her. I told her that. We were holding hands as we walked along, acting like young lovebirds do.

We decided we would go out for drinks that night, to her favorite bar. I thought that would be great, then I realized her favorite place isn't a bar I would choose. I looked at her and whispered, "isn't that a gay bar?" She giggled and hit me in my arm, "your so funny Calvin". Then whispered back "I know it's a gay bar, where else would we go?" Her voice froze and she looked at me, fear written all over her face. "Omg Calvin, you don't know do you"? I said "know what"?

I don't know if she was going to cry or laugh. She grabbed me by my shoulders and buried her face into my chest. "Calvin, Calvin, Calvin", she said. We sat down. I knew something was wrong, still didn't have a clue. Jen started telling me all about herself and her life. She told she was touched and flattered. Told me she never intended to miss lead me in any way. Finally I said "look Jen, if something is bothering you just tell me". "I can handle what ever it is", I assured her. Well you can imagine the look on my face when she told me she was a boy, just like me. A cross dresser she said, an incredibly beautiful cross dresser. I didn't believe her at first, and after she realized that I hadn't left her, running away never to been seen again. She proved it to me. We were still holding hands when she guided my hand across her crotch and I felt her bulge. "Calvin, I am so sorry, I truly thought you knew". There were tears in her eyes as she talked to me. I listened intently to everything she said. What really amazed me was, it didn't bother me. I wasn't turned off, wasn't upset.
I think I was very cool about the whole thing. My feelings for her never to change one bit. I am still attracted to her. I wiped a tear away, leaned forward and gave a kiss, a nice soft sensitive, caring kiss. I pulled back, looking into her eyes and then moved in close again. This time our mouths opened and we kissed long and passionate. Our tongues touched and caressed each others, touching and feeling. Jen told me how surprised she was that I didn't get up and leave. Repeatedly she asks if I am sure that I wanted to be here with her. I admit this is new for me but my feelings have not changed. she smiled and giggled, you better walk me home so I can get ready.

Pick me up at eight. We kissed some more before leaving me to go get ready. She assured me that I would have lots of fun tonight and that she would make herself nice and pretty for me.

I went home myself and got ready. Showered,shaved, the usual thing I go through. Didn't eat much, for the first time my stomach was in a knot about seeing her tonight. I was actually quite nervous. I think mostly of where she was taking me. I'm a bit worried about looking out of place there. What should I wear, hmmm?

I'll put these jeans on, they're a tight fitting pant, I think they will work. I'll wear my new sport shirt too it's nice and tight fitting. Shows my chest and shoulders off nicely. Shoes hmmmm, oh yeah, I wear my
docksider's. There nice. I look pretty good, if I don't say so my self.

It was almost 8:00 when I was leaving my apartment. Grabbed my keys and wallet as I left the door. The elevator was right there waiting for me. I squeeled away from the curb en route to Jen's dorm. She lives about ten minutes away. The drive is easy, all residential streets. I pulled up right outside her house. Shut the car and jumped out the door. I was excited, my heart was starting to pound. I ran up the steps to the front door, took a moment, took a deep breath.

I rang Jen's door bell, it didn't look like anyone was home. All the lights were off and my heart was just about to sink, when the door started to open. I was afraid for a moment that maybe she change her mind. The door open all way and Jen stepped out.

Wow! She looked hot, my eyes just about popped out.

Wearing a black mini skirt, stockings and heels. She had a hot red blouse on and her hair and make up, mmmmm she looked so good. Again make me stir in my pants. Her legs are so sexy. She asked me in, I was hesitant, but she told me we were alone. I closed the door behind me and was given the most passionate, sensual kiss I have ever had. We stood there along time kissing. Our tongues exploring each others mouth.

We stopped and she asked if I liked her outfit. I told her I loved it, she new that, judging by the bulge in my pants. I felt hard and leaky at that very moment.

We sat a while kissing and talking before we decide to get going. Jen told me this place were going to fills up quickly. I thought how fast can a bar that I have never even heard of, fill up so fast. I've been to most bars in town and I was very surprised to find out there was a gay bar in town. I'll believe it when I see it. On the way out the door she told me I looked hot too, I smiled.

We walked out to the car, I led and opened the door for her. she came walking behind, sliding her feet quickly along the walk to the car. kissed me quick and the lowered herself in. Her skirt rose as she lift her feet in. I could see her panties, her bulge, I saw her bare legs above her stockings and her garter. Adding fuel to my already hardening member. I need to settle down here a bit. I closed the door and ran around to the other side.

Our drive was about 30 minutes to the downtown. We parked about a half block away from the bar and as I expected, I've never been here before. It's kind of tucked away, but a nice looking place from the outside. The street was full of cars and so was a small parking lot near by. The street was empty though as we walked back up towards the bar. Holding hands as we walked along.

Reaching the main entrance, Jen stopped and looked at me. "Ready, babe?". "As ready as I ever will", I replied. The door open as we walked up, a huge massive man stepped out. "Hey Jen, how are you tonight?", he said in a deep voice. Jen answered him as we walked by. He looked at me and said "have a good time", then he slapped me on the shoulder. I think he knew it was my first visit here.

Jen found us a nice table and to my surprise the place was near full. I couldn't believe it. Everyone was having a good time, it was loud, not very smoky. Which was good and definitely very gay or bi inside.

There was lots of guys together, lots of girls together and they weren't just together, they were very openly affectionate. Kissing, but all over each other. It looked fun. We had a table for about eight, I asked if we should get a smaller table but she said "oh no hun, we'll have lots of visitors tonight".

She sat close to me, her hand resting high on my leg, right near my crotch. We kissed a few times ourselves, I could tell she was happy to be there and happy that I was there too. Every once in a while she would move her hand over my bulge and touch me affectionately. A waitress came by, she looked good. Greeted us with a nice smile, she new Jen as well.

"A slow comfortable screw tonight" she said. Jen licked her lips and said," yeah make it against the wall please. The two girls both laughed, she looked at me and said,"first time here honey". I smiled and nodded. "Let me bring you a beer", she said.

She winked at Jen,"cute", she said and walked off. Her bottom wiggling nicely in her short dress as she walked away.

We talked and acted like young love birds. People dropped by to say hello, never staying for long, always someone else to go see. I was introduced to everyone who stopped by. It was really quite funny, they all looked at me but they were talking to Jen. They weren't shy, they asked anything they wanted. Some sat with us longer than others. A t-girl and her girl friend stayed the longest, they were both nice, didn't have much to talk with me about but I still enjoyed there company. Jen made sure they all knew I was her's and to keep there hands off. They all wanted to talk about sex, that was cool, except they wanted to know about our sex. I loved how everyone was dressed there, even what the guys wore look nice. The women there look hot and sexy. Showing off as much of there bodies as they could. Jen was no exception, I think she was one the hottest girls there. She left me alone at the table once when she went to the ladies room. Man she looked good. I got hit on 3 times while she was away. Was glad when she came back. We sipped our drinks. After a while we slipped into a table for two. Much quieter and more intimate. We kissed. Nice long wet kisses, the type that make your heart pound and steals your breath.

Jen took my hand and placed it on her thigh. I felt her soft leg, it felt nice. Then she slid my hand up higher her thigh. Near her crotch, I felt her bare skin, smooth and soft. We were kissing the whole time.
I was growing hard again in my pants. I sure felt wet.

Jen nudged my hand some more until I moved it upon her panties. I felt her hardening clit. I found out tonight that t-girls call their cock, a clit and their ass is their pussy. Her bulge was growing as I touched her softly. It felt nice in my hand, soft yet firm and warm. Jen enjoyed my touch too, she was really getting quite hard. We stopped kissing to catch our breath and look around. I kept my hand up her dress, caressing her with my touch. She whispered in my ear and told how nice that felt. she told me not to stop, told me she wanted more. A waitress walked by and said something to Jen, she nodded and left.

Jen was hot, she too was touching my hardening package. She unzipped my pants so she could slip her hand inside. The waitress walked by again and said,"its ready". Jen zipped me up and asked me to stand. She got up too and took my hand. We followed the waitress down a hall and into another room. She handed us a key, smiled and left us alone.

The key was for another room which we opened. Inside was a small room, had a sofa in it and a table. That was it. I closed the door and lock it. When I turned around, Jen had taken off her skirt. The light was dim, but I could still see here stockings garter and panties. She looked so sexy and hot. I could see her hard clit, the head was sticking out the top of her panty.

I walked up and we wrapped our arms around each other and hungrily started kissing again. Making loud kissing noises, slurping sounds, moans,sighs. It was wonderful. "oh gawd" she said. Jen stood back and removed her panties for me. I put my hand down to touch her and hold her. It felt nice in my hand. Felt hard and strong. "Take me babe", she said softly,"suck me there honey". I knelt down before her, looking at her hard swollen clit. I put my face up close to it and rub it softly on my check. I touched her balls, held them like they were diamonds.

I touched her clit all over my face, smelled her. She was leaking so I licked the head and clean her off. I kissed her shaft softly, over and over. Up and down, all over. I kissed her balls sweetly, sucked them gently. I held here clit delicately, my lips moving all over. She sighed loudly,"Calvin suck me baby, suck me". I moved my lips up over the head, open my mouth and let it slide in. I closed my lips and for a moment I just felt it, holding it in my mouth. I tightened my lips around it and sucked slightly. Running my tongue around it over and over.

Feeling, tasting, sucking and swallowing. I've never done this before but it felt nice and I was very aroused from this. I only hoped that I was do this right. By the sound of things I was doing a pretty good job. Jen was softly crying out with pleasure. I moved my hands behind here, feeling her ass, her soft smooth cheeks.

Softly touching them as I sucked on her clit. I start to take more of her in my mouth. Sliding it in and out, holding it tightly in place. Over and over. She had placed her hands on my head. Enjoying her pleasure even more now. She kept telling me how good it felt, how she has wanted me to do this for her all week. Ever since we bumped into each other at the beginning of the week. She told me she intentionally did that, so we would meet. "Oh Calvin", she kept saying, repeating herself. "Oh baby, I'm going to cum".

I kept sucking and stroking her as she stood before me. The muscles in her legs tighten, bracing herself. Her balls seem to tighten, in preparation. She stopped talking, I could just here her breathing. She was very wet now, here cock was rock hard. It felt like a strong tool in my hand. She was so gentle with, so curtious to the fact that this is my first time. "Get ready" she quickly whispers to me. Everything is happening so fast now, my sucking and stroking, her breathing. Then, she cums. Hot sperm is shot into my mouth, mmmmmm. I swallow without hesitation and thought. Down my throat and before I can prepare myself, she shoots another load into my mouth. I've opened my throat and swallow again. Over and over she cums until she runs dry. I suck her clean, every drop until she removes herself.

I'm pulled up and we kiss, catching our breath. Jen looks down at my pants. she pops the button and slowly un zips me. Pulling down my snug pants, til the fall. She opens up my under ware and my hard cock springs, like and wild animal released from it cage. I'm so wet, my under ware has a huge wet spot. It's all gooie inside. I don't think I can get any harder. Jen kneels down before me now and lustfully takes my hard cock into her mouth. It feels wonderful, her touch and love. "This won't take long babe", I tell her. "I am so in the mood for you". "mmmmmm babe that feels so nice". So many things are racing through my mind. I want to have sex with her so badly, I want to fuck her and I want to make love to her. I want to do everything she asks of me. "Oh doll I am going to cum", I let her know. I exploded into her mouth with a fury, quickly my throbbing cock shoots all of my love into her. Jen swallows and swallows. I'm watching her as she takes me. Pleasure runs wildly through my body, omg that felt so nice. She suck me dry and licked me all nice and clean. I picked her up and we sat down on the sofa kissing and fondling each others privates.

Jen whispers to me,"take me home". I said,"already". "To your place silly". I smiled and picked up her skirt. Watched as she dressed herself.

The straps from her garter were undone, which add to her sex appeal. "Lets go", I said. "Ah Calvin?". "Your pants", she said. "Oh yeah", blush fully I slipped them on. We left arm in arm. Walked through the still crowded bar, stopping only to say good bye to the lovely waitress. The waitress kissed Jen good night and we left the bar. Walking by the big bouncer guy, he said good night and to enjoy our evening. We both said we will and laughed to ourselves. Hustling down the still empty street, we reached my car, quickly got in and got heading for home. She sat beside me all the way home. We couldn't wait to get to my apartment. Finally we arrive and we race for the door. In the elevator I attack her with passion. My hands up her skirt as we kiss. I'm feeling her clit, my hand slips in side her panties.

The door open and out we run, find my key to the door and letting ourselves in. The door closes behind us, automatically locks. We attack each other again. Jen quickly pulls off my t-shirt," I've been wanting to do this all night!!". Her skirts falls to the floor, I kick my shoes off. Chasing her down the hallway to my bed room, she has her blouse, panties and garter off in no time. My pants and under ware comes off as well and we jump into bed. Jen's stockings are still on. Were rolling all over the with our passionate kissing, feeling each others bodies and warmth. Her stockings are rolling down, so I decide to remove, tossing them on the floor. Now she is bare legged and completely naked. Now are kissing is and sensual as we touch each other's body.

Our hands find each others member and with our finger tips, gently caress and touch. I sat up to look at her clit, I kept stroking, Jen laid back and sighed. She closed her eyes and let go of my cock. I could feel her growing in my hand, getting harder. It felt amazing doing this. Her body started to squirm in bed, arching her back and I stroked. I squeezed it firmly as she got rock hard once again.

The tiny hole in her clit was open, clear fluid coming out. She was so hard now and her breathing and sighing was heavy. Without notice she started to cum, shooting a big load of sperm into the air. Her pleasure very evident. She didn't cum as much as before, which is normal, but her orgasm was just as nice. I bent down and took her into my mouth. Sperm was still oozing out of her so I licked it off and suck her clean and dry. My erection was once again complete as I got totally turn on from getting Jen hard in my hand. I laid back, she rolled over and kiss me. Then kiss her way down my chest, down to my cock and stated kissing and sucking it soothingly.

It felt nice. She started stoking me too. Gripping me tightly, feeling my hardness. I came shortly, exploding once and then a few and smaller ejaculations. It felt wonderful too. I pulled Jen back up to me and we kissed, her naked body laying on top of mine. Our sex organs now soft and still leaking. My hands rubbing her back and down over her bottom. We rolled over onto our sides still holding each other tightly, still enjoying the aftermath of or orgasms. We covered ourselves under the blankets, holding each other and closed our eyes. We slept the through the night in that position. Waking up to find a beautiful sunny Saturday morning laying before us.