I guess I will pull my blog..People seem to have taken it in the wrong way and are afraid that they might hurt someones feelings..I already have I guess.Wow oh well I thought I would liven things up a bit but in a good way...I guess I didn't..Sorry for anyone that I may have hurt in the process..

Nice going Goldie..I guess my blog struck a nerve because they pulled it from the main page and totally deleted it..I guess my right to know why someone did what they did to me doesn't mean didly to the powers that be..

If the person I was referring to got so upset that he made them pull my blog then I guess he was a Coward for sure..All he had to do was confront me but I guess that was too much to ask for..I really do hate Cowards..

Don't worry I won't be writing any more blogs..Why bother..

Men and women have been different since time began..Are we only now trying to figure out why? Pleaseeeeee give me a friggen break..Men have always thought with their little head and always will..Whats to know about that?When it comes to Sex to Men Sex is just that Sex ..It won't ever mean too much more then that to MOST Men..Not all..Just so I don't get lots of hate mail lmao...We as women put more into Sex then Men and that is where the problem arises ..So we need to learn to just cope with it and deal with it and sometimes think like men..Oh God I know I said that but hell if we don't the only thing that happens is we get hurt so whats worse, thinking like a man once in awhile or having hurt feelings all of the time?

For me I think like a man on occasion and I know I shouldn't admit that but I do..I actually even understand men more then I should which scares the shit out of me..Maybe because I had boys, or maybe its just the male in me coming out hahahhaahah I don't know..But I do understand them, I'm not saying I agree with them trust me I don't on most things but I do get where they are coming from..Like the Video said all of their sex hormones are all grouped into on spot and well that is what makes them Tick..

Just my nickels worth on the Subject..Don't Hate on me too much lmao..

I guess I am feeling sorry for myself right now and I know I shouldn't and I know people will say hes not worth it but its still very sad to me that after over 3 years someone would be willing to throw away a friendship and something that Could have been more over something really dumb..I guess the way men look at things is so very different than the way women do but I thought we had something really special and we talked about it maybe being even more special once we met..I must have been fooling myself ..Thought he was different..My judgement in men has really gotten me thinking that maybe I just don't need to be around them for awhile..As far as even trying to find someone to date I think that is way off the table for me for a long time if ever..

I don't know if I even want to be with a man after this..I'm hoping it goes away sooner rather then later because the last time I got hurt I didn't go out with or even want to have sex for a very long time..If that happens again I will be too old to even care..I shouldn't even be hanging my dirty laundry out there for all to see but sometimes when I write it makes me put things into perspective and it does help me..

Please don't feel sorry for me I truly believe that I am my own worst enemy..I fall for the wrong men and I guess I just need to start learning to find the right ones but I will be damned I do think I am going in another direction when Bam it happens again..Maybe I should just let someone else find me a man maybe they would have better luck with it then me..

I always thought I was smart when it came to men..I was as a teenager I could weed out the wrong ones right away..What the hell happened to me? I grew up and got dumber I guess..Sheesh and I tease my sons about picking the wrong women. I will never do that again because I couldn't pick my nose if my life depended on it..oh ewww that was disgusting sorry lmao..See I needed some fun even though I don't want to be silly I guess I will always find something to laugh at even when im hurt..

Enough of my pity party I think I will just get some more wine and well who knows what mischief I will get into lmao..

hmmm I feel better already...

Ok this is a very sad thing..I took my sister to the airport today and I have the house all to myself and not a Damn thing to do..How sad is that? Sheesh..I really should have started screening men to come over and visit me giggles..But did I do that? Noooo, I played it safe like usual and I will be a good girl..Oh lord I am getting old and boring..LMAO.

I really do need to get a life damnit..Or at least a man to have fun with once in awhile..I just might change my attitude about Sex..Start acting like a man instead of a woman who wants more then just sex..That doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere anyway..

This is really not what I should be writing about but like I said I'm bored..LOL

I probably will be getting mail from women going are you crazy posting this..You will get all sorts of crazies wanting to come over LOL Well I doubt that because most of the men on here live too far away from me anyway hahahahah...

Ok well not that I have said my piece just want to wish everyone Happy Easter or whatever you celebrate at this time.

Hugsssssssss

Just Me giggles