I have met some wonderful and some not so wonderful ppl here..And this last time I wasn't really looking And met the most wonderful person..And All Was Going Great..Then She leaves my place one weekend us planning the next weekend away in a cabin up in the mountains of WV..And she had gotten sick during the week...And went to quick care any way make a long story short she had to have both ovaries removed and has Cervical cancer.And has either pushed me out or has passed on i have no idea..And This Is Killing me inside..What's Guy to do??I didn't want to let my walls down butt she convinced me it would all be OK and my heart was safe with her..And by no means am i blaming her..It is just eating me alive not knowing if she is OK or what??? OK I have wined enough thanks for letting me bend your alls ears..have a awesome day....And My Beautiful Friend I know your profile is still here and means nothing butt if you read this were ever you are know I DO LOVE YOU.. AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

I don't know how not to love you....You said the time would ease the pain,but i still here you voice whisper my name,since you been gone my world stands still, you said id forget but I never will......

THANK'S TO ALL OF YOU THAT VOTED FOR ME..I HAVE BEEN HERE ABOUT 5 YRS AND THIS IS A FIRST..

TYVM

WAYNE

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make
you cry.

2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your
heart.

4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them
knowing
you can't have them.

5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is
falling
in love with your smile.

6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world.

7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste
their time on you.

8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the
right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to
be
grateful.

9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to
do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next
time
around.

12. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them
to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?

Hardly anyone I know! But some of us have all right friends and good
friends

I'm Too Big To Cry
by J. J.

I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry