Sorry guys (haha!) but this lady is off the market lol. My boyfriend now fiance proposed a couple of days after my birthday and i happily accepted.

Hope life is treating y'all well xx

Well, what can i say! Wowza for starters hehe. We did the deed on our one year anniversary andim so glad i waited, it was kinda painful to start but soon got into the flow of things so to speak. I understand what iv been missing out on now though! Lots more sex for me please! :)

Well, just a quick post. I gave my first blow job last night and Wow, I love it! I got  my bf to give himself a lil haircut before hand. I can see having to practise them a lil more now hehe!

I realized iv not posted for a while so figured i should!

Thing with the boyfriend are great, We said the l word at the weekend which was amazing! I often doubted anyone would love me.  We still havent done the deed, but have done lots of other things which has helped with the confidence.

Its my birthdya next week, and me the bf and 11 close family members are going out for a meal on saturday which will be great, and perhaps it will happen. Like the song " birthday sex" lol!

Hope things are great for y'all too xxxx

Just thought id post an update, for anyone who actually reads and for my own mind lol.

Im still with the boyfriend,and things are going pretty well. We still hvent done the deed, but he isnt rushing me which is great. We just keep trying new things to help build my confidence and for me to get used to things. Such as me touching him through his pants (im not a fan of nudity hehe), and him paying my boobs lots of attention. He said iv got very sensitive boobs, i thought most women did?

Iv had a few more views of his penis (see previous blog) and it is about 3 inches at the biggest. Not brilliant but i figure the majority of the sensations from sex come from other stimulation, not neccessarily penetration? At least thats what iv read anyway.

Anyone care to enlighten me on the subject?