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TS/TV/CD, 41 USA
TS/TV/CD
Roanoke
Virginia, USA 2,296 mi from you 41
Single
     Just looking for a
good man to love..
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lets be serious for a minute.. can we?
TS/TV/CD seeking men
hi gang: well i thought id try a more sensible approach.. id like to say i prefer a straight man..but lets be realistic.. very few straight men exist anymore..so here goes.. im looking for a masculine, straight acting gay man, who doesn't want to get fucked in the ass..but who is willing to be oral, both giving and receiving.. someone who isn't into the drama alot of men are into ive met here, and someone who isn't full of shit.. im a passable pretty transgender woman who isn't looking for a sugar daddie. or a one night stand..im looking for a long term relationship, one where we grow together.. laugh, cry and grow together.. i don't care if your poor.. or rich.. i just want a decent man.. if your on the other side of the country and not able to come to me.. why bother tickling me,,or emailing me./ seriously fellas.. im tired of playing.. if your not a vip member and cannot email me.. im usually in the gender exchange chat room.. hopefully this ad will find me mr. right.. god knows im tired of all the mr. wrongs.. well hope to hear from ya.. Lynn
  i want love too!
TS/TV/CD seeking Friends
i want to be loved too. not just used for sex. if ya want a good friend who knows maybe we could become more.. never know if we don't at least try..
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 give me the butterflies.. or pass the beer..hey there.. i wanna be like 15 again.. i want to feel the butterflies in my tummy when a man gently touches me.. i wanna walk around all day smiling thinking about him.. i wanna quiver each time he gives me that certian look.. and if i cant' have that.. fuck it just give me another beer.. ill show my tits and cuss alot.. lol
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the internet and i have ruined the oldest profession!!
Monday, August 31, 2009
ok,, so.. the other day i was on the city transit system.. ( the bus ) and i sat behind two ladies i discovered were "working gurlz" (hookers.. whores) whatever.. anyway.. they were talking about their previous nights encounters and how bad bussiness had been and how they didn't know what was going on.. that all their regulars had quit coming to see them.. and at first i wanted to yell at em.." so get a fuckin job..." and suddenly it hit me.. it was my fault...... i stole those poor gals johns.. omg.. i have put a working woman at risk of losing her bussiness. let me explain...
now i don't know for sure how a act of prostitution takes place..but i assume that a man pulls up.. tells the gal what he wants.. i.e. a fuck.. blow job.. ect.. and they agree upon a price and then leave together.. with that being said..let me digress for a moment.. those of you who know me.. are aware that im a conspiricy theorist.. i beleive that the gov't was behind the 911 attack.. i beleive the bush administration has orchestrated the war on the middle east..and i beleive that the gov't has created and distributed the various virisus and bugs that plauge us today.. with that being said i now beleive that the internet and my self as well as other ladies looking for honest true love has inadvertently put many working gals out of work.. its like this.. why the fuck would a man wanna pay for sex when its so readily availlable for free from innocent niaeve dumbass's like my self and you who are on the internet looking for mr. right and ignorantly being dupped into thinking we are the 'only one' for them.. well wake up gals.. we just stole some hookers trick!!! looking back on my past encounters with men ive met from the internet the senario is much the same.. they chat online..they tell us what they want and we agree to meet and fuck suck or do whatever isit is we do with them.. the only difference is.. we don't get PAID .. and if that wasn't bad enough the cheap bastards are too cheap to wine and dine us anymore. now the norm is to come over ..bring a six pack..if they do that much..and get naked .. well i for one feell like playing JANET JACKSONS HIT SONG "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY? NO MORE CHEAP DATES FOR ME..NOSIRRY BOB.. NO MORE "GET ON GET OFF AND GET OUT FOR ME.. nosirry bob!!! pay my rent.. buy me a car.. hell bring expensive wine.. talke me to a nice dinner.. do fuckin something damn!!!! now i know every man who reads this will scream.. what the hell you talking about bitch?? shut the fuck up.. but every gal who reads this will say omg!!! she's right.. i say lets stand up as one.. no more cheap dates!!!! wine me.. dine me.. lie to me.. just do something for gods sake.. oh and when a man tells ya hes looking for a nsa.. son strings attached fling..hes really saying he dont wanna take ya out.. date ya or pay for a movie..hes just looking for a free fuck.. he'll save hisz money for the wife he's cheating on with you!!!! fuck that.. i deserve better..so to all the working gals out there who iv'e hurt..im sorry.. from this day on.. ill make em pay.. for dinner..for a taxi.. for the trip to see me.. and if thats too much for em.. well then they can go back to the galsz on the street .. fuck em.. im not a free fuck.. im a lady..and if ya wanna treat me like a whore.. get out ya wallet ya bastards!!!! being brutally honest for a moment
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
ok. so usually im fun, outgoing, and the life of the party.. but for an instant let me be real. let me show everyone lynn ... the real lynn.. if only for a breif second..
im still a terrified sad..lonely lil kid.. lost and deseratley trying to find my self.. how do i explain this.. ok. well its like this.. i pass well.. i sound feminine..i have soft skin. soft face.. curvy body.. and yet im terrified.. not so much of what others will see.but of what i see my self.. me.. the real me. i can go any where and do most anything. but lately i lock my self away in my apt and hide from the world.. a cloud of darness blankets me and i feel like im smoothering under its weight.. depression?? who knows. been fighting it my whole life. but as a grow older it becomes more prevalent..almost dominating me.. comsumes more and more of me. being transgendered is hard enough , but fighting this demon is something i don't know if i can defeat.. ive faced ridicule,, violence, harrassment.. and discrimination... and the worst thing to happen to me is my own self dystruction.. and im scared.. more so than ever in my life. i seem to be getting distracted from my origional topic of discussion.. what does being a ts feel like. .. well remember how you felt in jr. high and you were the lower class kid who wore the hand me downs..or your shoes had holes in the soles.. thats kinda how it feels.. seeing all the other people with their perfect lifes..and wishing yours was better.. not having quiet the level of perfection as everyone else.. thats close..but my longing is magnified 1000 times.. a constant longing..yearning for something that will never be attained.... realness... sure i get laid..and i get commliments..but inside im still crying.. knowing that im just a notch in someones belt.. a fantasy to be fullfilled.. being someone to fuck..not to be loved.. am i crazy/? maybe.. will i ever stop feeling this way.. who knows.. but jesus.. its hard... especially not having anyone to talk to who understands.. or cares..or has been there.. well im rambling so ill end this.. maybe to continue later..or maybe not.. time will tell.. this one is for eric.. you know who you are.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
from the moment i met you.. i felt a chill.. it was like a cold wind sneaking up and taking my breath.. but i loved it.. i loved your cocky attitude, your straight forwardness, the way you spoke into my ear.. the way you made me feel... i felt you.. even far away i felt you near..
and then you did just what you said you'd never do.. you hurt me.. not physically.. but with words.. the most cruel, hatefull words.. and i once again am left in tears...... wondering what the fuck i did to deserve this.. the saddest part is .. i still feel for you.. im really fucked up.. im just tired of fucking!!`
Monday, July 6, 2009
so.. there we were.. lying in bed.. my legs up to god.. getting laid... again.. laying on my back.. my legs over his shoulders.. him.. pounding my ass like no tomorrow..every now and then he would lean down to suck or nibble on my tits.. me thrusting my hips to meet his thrusts.. when suddenly.. it hit me.. like a water ballon dropped from a fifth floor window.. im tired of fucking!!! let me explain please.
its not the physical act im tired of.. its the cardboard bland , emotionless, emptyness i feel when im fuckin. i miss having a man look into my eyes while makeing love to me and seeing his desire..his passion for me.. his eyes.. the window to his soul reveal all his love..his care..his emotion .. thats whats missing in my life.. fuckin has become so mechanical.. like production work.. at just the right moment you moan.. and hump.. and kiss.. untill the desired result is acheived.. but emotionally you feel jaded, and if it was just another day at work.. i want to look into his eyes and see true desire.. to know that we are making love.. sharing ourselves with love and desire.. not just fucking...... well there ive said it.. now.. if anyone reads this and you feel the same as i do.. please let me know.. i so want to find someone to make love to.. to share precious moment with you..to feel totally spent , emotionally.and physically from the love making we share.. .. hope to hear form someone.. Lynn same ole shit.. different man!!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
ill just vent today... im so tired of the same ole shit.. with men.. wtf? why is it the first thing outta mouth when ya meet me is.. "ive always wnated to be with a transgender.. why the fuck should that be the issue? first and formost im a woman.. sure im a transgendered woman , but a woman just the same.. and by the way... thats not a good way to get laid... lie to me like ya do all other women.. telll me im beautiful... tell me you noticed me the moment i walked into the room. ... and theres always the sure fired get me drunk method..lol.... just stop with the bull shit..oh and don't tell me your totally straight and then try to eat my clit like its a lollipop... ok.. im not buying it.. just be honest... you like transgendered ladies.. because you like giving oral... see was that hard? you may not like men..and i prefer that..but don't lie to me or yaself...... next.... just because im ts doesn't mean i walk around in thigh high boots.. wear see thru niteys all the time and talk sex or whisper naughty shit into the phone everytime we speak.... i live in the real world.. i work.. wear sweat pants and flat shoes... why do men assume all transgendered woman are whores.. if you want someone who dresses like a slut all the time..... go pick one up off the corner.... ill do whatever my likes to please him, but im not a whore..... well ive vented ... i feel somewhat better.. if anyone reads this.. don't hate me... im really a nice woman.. just tired of the same ole shit.. from different men...
 you are a very sexy i would love to have you for my woman
Added: Friday, November 20, 2009 12:07pm
 hey Bigdds just stopped by to say hi baby.kisses Added: Thursday, November 19, 2009 4:11pm
hi big dds was fun on the quiz, i didnt realise i wanted to fuck you he he
Added: Thursday, November 19, 2009 1:07pm
Hey sis, I haven't seen you in while. I hope you're doing ok. Take care :)
Shayna Added: Thursday, November 12, 2009 10:46am
I hope you are having a great weekend my dear, sweet, beautiful, sexy, charming friend. I hope that one cd didn't get you too upset because she doesn't have a body that drives men wild like you do.
 You know most all guys loves tits. and your breast are gorgeous. I think most people up there likes the flat board look. I wish I could be the one waking up next to you, kissing on your ears, saying "good morning baby." ......edAdded: Sunday, October 11, 2009 6:45am
Those are really nice pics of you!! I wish i lived closer!
Added: Saturday, October 3, 2009 12:52am
hey, i was wondering if you were intersted in c2c fun wiht a young cute guy like myself, comment me back gorgeous
Added: Tuesday, September 29, 2009 9:53am
Hi - very sexy, very attractive - you exude that magic I crave. Shame you are so far away. Would love to chat - G
Added: Monday, September 28, 2009 1:34pm
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