You know it is hard to find a lady down in your area on this sight or any other place.I'm getting to the point where why even try to be on here anymore all the old timers I know are gone and moved on with there life. Or just quit coming here what happen to the good old days on here where people could talk and not ask can I see your cam. I was just in the bedroom chat around 4AM and everyone was cutting people down. But hay if  that floats your boat then that is cool. I use to look forward   going into the chat room and just talk with people. Now why even bother. Do we even have the Sexy ads parties any more I have not heard about anything going on. Or even talked about. I guess I will see you all around if I feel up to it.

Will let you all know I'm looking for a new job the place where I'm at is not giving me a lot of hours. And they keep trying to make me come into work all the time for what 25 hrs a week. I do not think so not worth my time or the gas to go to work. So my days and nights might change. Should i look for more pay or better work ? I'm lost. 

Will I went to one of my eating places here in town and seen a MGR that I have not seen for a while.  She gives me a kiss on the neck and we talk will I hand her my phone number and she gives me hers. I call she says that we can only be friends' for now. I ask her out for just dinner and she says no thanks. Like I'm asking her to date me. So she hangs up with me. Then  I go in today she is all smiles and not come near me like i have the flue. I hate it when lady's play games like that why not just tell me no thanks at the start. I know I'm not the best man to walk into the place or that good looking. But hell give a man a chance to prove that is who he is not judge by the way the person looks on the out side. I'm about to say the hell with lady's and stay like a monk and do nothing with the female part of the life. 

I know I ask a lot of these lately. But I was in my IM area and seen those models that are the run way lady. My thing is. How or why would a lady want to be that skinny. See I just got out of a date with a lady that way but that is medical problems not choice. When I made love to her she would complain that I was hurting her because it would go to far in. That just killed the sex drive there. I was thinking some one like me a big man in LBS and height that would be hard for them to hold my LBS. I'm sorry I like my lades with meat on the bones not a walking tooth pick. I see all kind of ladies at my work they come and they go. Some with something on that might be a dress or so called. But to me it looks like a large shirt. But how can the men that make those dresses think everyone in the world is like a tooth pick frame? But like one person told me each there own cup of tea.

Well I gess not. Tell me what is wrong with me? But any ways I'm taking on a new job under a old hat. LOLWill I'm taking  up my Fire fighting again and thinking about trying out for Police Officer now that would be funny me being a COP. Maybe who knows.