ffs/ decided to read my blogs and comments after i blogged. god i miss my friends from here so much, i know nothing stays the same , but was bawling my eyes out, haven't seen subtle since last august where i must admit we did have a weekend session at my daughters hen night lol. jules no i cant do this just know i love and miss you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

OMG, i can't belive it's two years since i posted here. this was the epicentre for lot's of us in what was sweet shop. we had lots of happiness, laughter and tears in that room. lot's room meet's not orgy's just meet's. weekend meets where if you wanted to ..you did lol,,, god i have made so many friends here in the years i have been on this site, we have laughed cried  took the piss out of each other, been to weddings, anniverary's birthday's and house warmings, when i was ill was my friends from here who saw me through bad time's wouldn't let me get down, for that i thank you all, you all  know who you are , just to say i love and miss you all, mwaaahhhh. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Yes me again ..promise to make it short and ohhhh i;m never sweet :).

          As lots of you know by now i had a heart attack on Monday...was rushed into hospital..i had a blocked artery at the back of my heart....i had angioplast done on Thursday morning  and a stent put in ...
                                                          For those of you who don't know. This procedure is done by cutting a nick in your groin putting a sheath into it and then putting a cathetar into that and up into your heart ....I was awake during this and was the most surreal experience i have ever had in my life ..

                                            There was a lovely man with his hand on my groin to my left and to my right was a monitor showing me that he was inside my heart ...while i was lying thinking about this ...this thought came to my mind ..many men have come close to my heart..some i loved ..some i thought i did ..and others where just .....w....s ...But in reality this man was a stranger to me and the only man who had ever truly touched my heart .....Later that evening he came round the ward to check i was ok ......we had a chat ...i was saying that i always believed when you got your heart broken .that you lost a little piece of your heart ..and after seeing my heart on tv ..i knew that this either wasn't true or i had truly never had my heart broken ..... He just stood up and smiled and said who's to say this isnt what happens when a hearts been broken to many times ?????.....Is there a moral to this story no lol ...just me rambling on again ...Seriously i want to thank all my friends from here old and new who sent txts emails ..left messages everywhere .....Its true you always get by with a little help from your friends ...I love you all ..to many to mention you all know who you are .....            Thanks Ladydevil muaaahhhsssss xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

was bored tonight ,,and for some reason looked through my blogs....god what a lot we have shared in them good times and bad....how much we have all moved on in our lives ....

jules  i miss with all heart and soul and wish her continued health on her fight back, i miss you  so much . xxxxxx

truly ...what can i say about the watford gap ..apart from the fact i love and miss her loads ,,,glad she is sooo happy in her new life '

Subtle,,,,my little tit feeler love ya loads and miss you here as well .

Pebb (aka) my mare love to bits and dont see enougt of her either ...well shes never off her back long enough lol .

Daisy ,,,what can i say ..apart from glad we are mates ..and everything is behind us ..and we have had some great fun meetings .

pmp ,,,ffs i really should leave this blank lmao .....i love you to bits you have always been there for me ,,,what more can i say xxxxxxxxxxxx.

dizzy and tina ,,,,love ya both to bits xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

mary .....we have always been great friends ..been through lots usually about me :( ...love you xxx


now my fav part the men in my life wooohoooooo .

Ottarr goes without saying i love you  :)

younger my mate .....made me famous :) love you

southernmale .....you have been one of the most important men in my life even when you give me a bollocking ..which is often :(  love ya loads xxxx
 
aspy.... love ya lots xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

last but no means least ........................

drseg ,,,,,what can i say ...except been a real good mate to me for last 5 yrs ...dont see or chat as much as we did ..but hes happy ...i'm happy  love ya lots xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

New  woman in my life ,.......

 cheeky what can i say we had our ups and downs ..we still mates luv ya hen xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

muffin......was great knowing and chatting to you  xxxxxxxxxx

E ..you always make me laugh and brighten the room ..your great xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

New men ........

C4y ......ffs what can i say about max boyce .....i luv him to bits he always makes me laugh loads  xxxxxxxxxxxxx

cadcando ......ffs no bad for an american lol .....love chatting and meeting you luv ya xxxxxxxxxxxx

deano ..we got off to a good start ..went a bit chitty ...now we are friends ...like our chats my friend xxxxxxxxxxx

last but no means least ...

Tanfastic.....what can i say ,,,,,you make me laugh lots ..your a great guy wonderfull personality and always there for me love ya loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

                 OMG ,,,, ffs only wanted to say a cpl things about me mates and have wrote a book ....not like me to ramble on ....

                           For all my friends here and away i love you all....and we are like a jigsaw ...cos we all fit together ......love you all  xxxxxxxxxxxx

                                cant shut up ladydevil  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx




     



           

Hello my friends and all sexyads staff,

                                     Just to say Wow this week has come, After seeming so far away it is now here,

                        I'm getting married Saturday, Just want to say great big thanx to sexyads without you this would never have happened and to thank all my friends for thier love and support,

                  On a sad note i am getting married without a great friends being there, Everyone know's who she is and belive me she will be missed greatly at the wedding ,,esp her tartan bra lol,

                                  She will be back soon thank goodness as she is sorely missed.

                                         OK no rambling thank's everyone.

                                                            hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

                                                                      Ladydevil@ ottarr.