Its been quite a while since I've started admiring the beauty and sensuality of many Tranexuals in this site. In the past, made me look and try to open up even more to Transexuals. I consider myself a straight male who adores women and extremely attracted to white older women. Dated mature women for many many years, as much as twice my age and still do. However, I cannot turn my head and mind from the sexual attaction that transexual have... Makes me wander what would it be like to be with a TS, the sexual desire that many of them awake in me lead me to think.. a bit deeper. How open am I really to approach a TS, how far could I go with one.. I certainly have strong anticipation only matched by my shyness on the matter.

I am sure there are other men who had been in a sexual or intimate relationship like that. I am kind of random-writing now.

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It is right now about 2 AM on a Saturday (actually Sunday). I've had a wonderful sex session with a friend who is over 70 years old, I met her over 10 years ago and whenever she needs someone touching her she reaches out for me and I've always been there for her.. why not?.. she's sexy as hell, has killer blue eyes and beautiful white skin.. a dream of mature woman.

Oh, I adore making love to her. We went out tonight to a nice restaurant in North Jersey, had lots of wine and went for a quicknight dancing and stopped for about 15 minutes of kissing deeply and huging by the hudson river overlooking New York City.. those sublime lights at night that can make anyone feel the way we did. It is always a wonderful start to what it always ends up in a perfect dream night.

Both half drunk, started up heating up by the river, It is a chilly night here in New Jersey, so I held her in my arms, kissing her, caressing her face and hair.. oh, she looked so lovely and beautiful tonight, someone that I wanted to make love to..

As she is right now, laying asleep like the angel she is I am here just turning on the computer and sharing thoughts of this night with a sublime night with this precious jewel..

After kissing her all over and eating up her neck with kisses and licks, we headed for her apartment, had one more glass of wine, played soft music and dim lights. We started kissing again, unbuttoned her nice red dress, just to unveil her beautiful breast with hard nippples.. I kissed her neck as I ran my fingers through her hair... music never felt so fine.. so much sensuality went on that made me get up now and write about it.

Slowly I turned her around, and kissed her on the lips, those tasty lips.. at that time she unbuttoned her bra letting her hard nipples show me what to do, she grabbed her right breast and rubbed her nipple, I carefully grabbed both her breast and started sucking...ohh.. so great!

I saw her look down to me sucking her nipples like aproving and giving a proud OK to what I was doing.. That look turned me on so, so much that I got so hard that I was so ready for her.

I kissed her entire body, sucked her like a candy and she let me do all I wanted, then I was ready to make love to her. Told her in a soft whisper: I want to make you mine again, I want to make sweet love to you dear..

She grabbed my hair with both her hands, I could feel her nails in my head. We went to her bed took her nylon off.. she was totally naked for me, I took my clothes off and got on top of her, kissed her more,our hands went crazy over eachother's bodies, I wanted to be inside of her already...

I proceeded to put my condom on and as she layed in bed, she opened up her legs, I situated myself in between and penetrated her slowly, oh what a sublime moment.. as I was getting myself inside her she wrapped her legs around me, we felt such heat. I loved her so good... we made love so sweetly, kissed her lots more, played with her hair as I pushed myself in more and more. When the time came, she had me held so tight and I told her I was ready to come.. she bit her lips and said "give it to me, give it to me my baby".. so I did, I pushed my very hard penis deep and came, oh so hard and delicious, she would jerk her body up and down, receiving my love juice and let a long moan out... Makes me horny again just to think about it...

She was very tired, so I kissed her, held her and relax.. she fell asleep and I keep thinking about it, got something to drink from the kitchen and turned the computer on.

I am thinking I will surprise her tomorow morning with some breakfast in bed.. I am dying to kiss her many more times tomorrow morning....


Until then, I will play again the CD I made for her. We made love to the sound of:

Zero 7 - Destiny (and other ones)
Paula Cole Feat. Missy Elliott - Feelin' Da Love Remix
Massive Attack - Teardrop
Fru Fru ( few of her songs)
Enya (a couple of hers)
morcheeba  (couple of them too)

they make excellent sensual background music for our intimate encounters.. i recommend them.

... Her and I would have sweet times at work. I am an easy going person by nature but she made me feel really comfortable, at work and in her arms. Boy!.. was that so wrong, yet so right for the workplace. I can still hear her sweet voice...

Things could not have been more sweet, I lived just 2 blocks away from my workplace and she lived about 5 blocks away from me (gotta love the 'local thing'). Our shift would end at around 11PM, but people never leave on time, so we would wait for eachother and I would walk her to her home almost every night ever since. We would leave together, but a block later we would walk holding eachother.. it was so nice...

We would make out every block or two, such a dream for me and I am sure she was leaving hers too. Me, being a gentelman would walk her to her door and say good night (as a protocol), but she would always invited me to the hall so we can mke out some more. We kissed so deeply every time. It seems that our desires were slowly coming to a boiling point. I think that a slow build up of desires can take you to an incredible place at the end.

She also had a morning full time job, so I never pushed the issue of staying up late, after all that was my only job and I got to sleep in, but she had to be at her office early every morning.

couple of weeks of this sweet love and affection affair went by, I was so ready for her and I am sure she was for me too. Every time I went home I would think about her and fantasize about her naked body, her breasts.. to feel them with my bare hands and the taste of her sex.. I wanted her so badly.

One night, we both had to work until 2AM, it was a friday night and she did not have to work that Saturday. We were a bit tired and kind of bitching about being at work so late on a Friday night, seeing all those people come and go, half drunk and 3/4 horny. We decided to take our break together, our manager would cover for us at the food counter.

We headed upstairs where there was a break-room. we were the only ones up there, we chatted a bit, she unbuttoned her blouse just enough so I could see almost her whole breasts... she looked so yummy, I wanted to just rip her clothes off and suck her nipples.

Slowly she let her hair lose, she had this very long black hair that I adored.. she would play with her hair. I got close to her, and she asked me to sit on the table (she was taller than me) so I did.. then she opened her blouse and exposed her breasts to me... then she pressed her breast on my face.. oh God!.. the warmth of her flesh, the whitness of it and her heartbeat drove me nuts!...

I kissed those beauties so passionately, grabbed them just the way I always wanted to. She was in control of me and I loved it, Oh.. was I her young toy... the most beutiful abuse ever.

we kissed like crazy, eating eachothers mouths and faces, our hands just desperate to tour more of eachother.. I can still remember her sweet scent. She had to have it planned out.. a beautiful and sensual bra was holding those delicious tits.. I get hot just thinking about it.

I could not wait for 2AM, so we could leave and this time I was going to ask her to stay with her. Well, after the steamy make out in the break room, we resumed our work. Going downstairs like nothing happened.

2AM comes, we would rape eachother with every look into our eyes, we had to kep it cool to the max. Finally we left, sais good night to the remaining crew and walk away like every night. As soon as we turned the corner we kissed so deeply that I get goosebumps thinking about it...

She said: Let's walk together like normal people, we cannot be kissing out in the street like that. To which I agreed, so we did. Man!.. that was the longest 5 blocks I have ever wlked!...

We get to her house, and I was expecting the same routine of kissing in the hallway, but not this time. She invited me to her apartment, I went in. She said: make yourself comfortable as she let her hair down, her blouse open and kicked the shoes off.


By the time I got comfy, she came back with a bottle of vodka and made a couple of drinks, I felt I was gonna be taken advantage of... I loved it.. my lovely Ms. Robinson could do anything she wanted to me...

We had drinks, talked and kissed. She asked me if I ever was with a woman like her, to what I replied: No, never with someone as beautiful as she and twice my age. At that point i opened up my shirt and she opened up hers, exposing that beautiful white skin of hers, framed by long, long hair.. she looked like a dream.

She said to me: I want to make love to you

... to be continued