JustWantSex
Male, 60   United States
Male
Anaheim
California, USA
3,003 mi from you
60
Married/Attached
Click to enlarge
Gender:
From:
Age:
Status:
Email me
Send a card
Tickle me!
Height:
Body type:
Race:
Sexuality:
5' 6"
Average
Caucasian
Bisexual
Interests:
Seeks:
Seen:
A discreet relationship, Casual sex
Men, Women, Couples, TS/TV/CD
4 hrs ago
These enhanced profiles will give you a much better insight into JustWantSex's lifestyle, desires, fantasies and more. Click on any of the links to open a new window and view JustWantSex's answers to questions on the following topics...
Report profile
Married women that want to cheat disceetly
Men Seeking Women
I want to hear from the married women out there that are not satisfied with your sex life.

I especially want the ones that have never done it before and are just thinking about it.

Message me and lets just talk first and maybe meet for coffee or lunch where we can discuss our situations and see if we have any chemisty.

I do not wish to end my marriage because it would be too messy and I bet you feel the same.

I want someone to have sex with that is only interested in a sexual relationship. Someone who like me wants to release sexual tension with no strings attached.

I do not want to ruin your or my marriage and cause a messy situation.
Remember that an ad ....
Other members...
1 comment
My addiction now.is.....Giving blow jobs
Giving head ...and loving it.
This blog is currently rated 4.5 out of 5
Click to rate this blog: 1 2 3 4 5
Power high
Monday, September 3, 2018
RLDJNYC had an interesting comment in my "Using his property" and It drove me to think about the whole situation.
Yes if I was gay or enjoyed eating cum my Master would and I for that matter would probably get bored and stop.

The excitement does seem to be driven by the power high. 

I never intended on giving him a blow job and really was only interested in anal by a real cock because i have used a dildo while jacking off before and enjoyed it. 

Thus when he offered to be that real cock for me....my lust and curiosity over came my fear of engaging in this very taboo act for a straight man.

At first he was gentle and it actually felt kind of good, then once he got my guard down he moved more on top of me and wrapped his arms around me in such a way I was pinning down with my legs firmly against my shoulders and helpless to stop him do whatever he wanted.

Next he changed his actions and the soft strokes became hard and forceful. The once good strokes became hard painful deep thrusts. I could tell he was enjoying it because his cock was rock hard now and the tip of his cock poked the wall of my colon painfully. It felt like the tip of a broomstick was poking me hard.
It hurt and i grunted in pain each time he thrusted hard into my colon wall.
I was now frightened and wanted it to stop, but pinned down with his full body weight holding there i was powerless to stop him.
I said nothing though and just grunted in pain because i was afraid he might become even more violent if I stopped him before he could climax.
He had full control and was now violently fucking my ass.
Even though he could tell this was obviously causing me pain he just said in a very authoritative and commanding voice "This is what you wanted bitch." and proceeded to do what i can only term at this point was a rape of my ass.  

I could tell he was really getting off on this and was giving it his full effort by the sweat dripping off his chest on my chest.....I was now dominated completely by him and felt totally powerless.

Then he did the one thing I am certain drove him to a real power high.
Before he came to a climax, he rolled off from on top of me and on to his back.
Then with a single pull removed the condom he was wearing and in a very commanding voice said "Lets finish this".

I knew very clearly at that moment what he expected me to do. I did not want to or plan to do this. But the violence of the situation scared me and I moved my head to his erect and now naked cock.  Opened my mouth and accepted the penis I knew was about ejaculate.
With one hand on the back of my head to hold it in place he proceeded jacking himself off with the other.  I would soon learn what it was like to give a blow job.

It was not long and he climaxed delivering pulse after pulse of warm thick mucus consistency fluid into my mouth.

I was not in control....no he was totally in control and took what he wanted....
But the adrenaline rushing through my body at that moment was amazing.

We have hooked up many times since then and even though I dislike cum in the mouth the adrenaline rush of being commanded to complete the act and swallow overcomes me.

RLDJNYC you are very perceptive i guess
Posted at 3:31pm (MST) | Comments (1) | Add Comment | Report Post
Using his property
Friday, August 31, 2018
I follow him to the room where it will happen...
I strip naked not because he will necessarily do anything to me but because as his SUB clothes are not allowed in case he wants to play with his property.  
He may or may not strip right away himself but he is clearly the one in control in "the room"

(He has made me sit naked on a towel on his desk before so he would have easy access to the cock of his property. 
He then proceeded to jacked me off till i released my cum into his hand which he  then used to coat his cock. After doing this I was instructed to give him a blow job.
Yes I had to taste my cum during the blow job and then got a mouthful of his cum on top of it when he had his orgasm.  He told me he really enjoyed doing that.
He knows I really have a hard time dealing with the cum part of the blow job and do not like the taste or consistency of cum and thus the feeling of power over me he got was much more exciting for him by making me endure the taste of cum for the whole blow job and not just the at the end.
)

This time I am lucky in that he simply removes his clothes and heads to the bed where he lays down on his back...
I walk over get onto the bed and move my mouth closer to the penis I will now begin to service. It is weird in that neither of us is really homosexual and we both prefer women.  I have no desire to kiss or make out with this or any man for that matter, but I am about to orally satisfy this man sexually.
This is something humiliating and degrading for a heterosexual man to do. but my tongue tickles the underside of his penis as I begin to do it anyway.

I lick side to side on the shaft as I move from the base up to the tip...and then with my tongue plays with the sensitive underside area at the base of the tip.
I then open my mouth and very quickly suck his entire still semi-flaccid penis into my mouth pressing my lips hard against his pubic hair as his entire penis is now contained in my mouth.  I hear him take a sudden deep breath as i do this and know what I am doing is exciting him.

I slowing pull my head back sliding my lips along his shaft and ever so slightly tickle the underside of his penis with my bottom teeth till i get to the tip again.
I feel the flaccid penis start to become firmer and larger in size and hear him moan.
My lips again move back down the shaft as I slowly begin to massage the now growing penis with my mouth.
Up and down my head now moves and my tongue massages the underside of his penis as my head bobs up and down on the now growing penis in my mouth.
I hear him grunting slightly and moaning as i work his cock with my mouth and soon the penis in my mouth is fully erect.
I now gag if i try to get the whole penis in my mouth but every once in while I try anyways.
I gag and my eyes water as my lips press against his pubic hair and the penis gland presses into the opening in my throat.  He moans in pleasure as i do this.

Then i go back the stoking the base of his penis with my hand and the tip and shaft with my mouth as deep as possible without gagging.
My head now bobs up and down with regular rhythm
He grunts and moans as the obvious slurping sounds of oral sex now fill the room.
After a few minutes I hear him start to take shorter breaths..inhaling then holding it for a short time before a quick exhale... then he does it again and again....When I hear this I pick up the speed and my mouth is now sliding up and down his shaft rapidly.
Finally I hear that familiar sound as he takes a huge breath and I feel his hands push down on the back of my head.  I stop, I with his penis motionless in my mouth I wait.  He exhales very strongly and gives out a grunt.

His penis first gets just a little firmer and then I feel a pulse and a sudden rapid gush of warm thick fluid fills the back of my mouth.
With his penis so far in my mouth I can not swallow it then another pulse and more fluid flows from the tip of his penis.
There is no more room in the back of my mouth so this fluid flows down the side of his penis into my cheeks. Then another pulse this one weaker and finally one last.
I slowly move my mouth back with my lips wrapped around his shaft till just the tip of his penis is in my mouth.
Then I do the one thing that is most difficult about this.... I swallow the mucus now filling my mouth.  ugh I hate this part but I know that doing this gives him a strong feeling of satisfaction knowing it is because he requires me to do it that I do it. 
Thus he has conquered me totally and again I served him as his bitch.

Why do i do it. 
It is the excitement leading up to the orgasm I am addicted to.

He knows I will be back and he enjoys the control over me my addiction gives to him. I have given him many blow jobs now and every time I swallowed his cum.

I believe he enjoys using me very much.
Posted at 5:31am (MST) | Comments (3) | Add Comment | Report Post
Controlled by Addiction
Sunday, July 15, 2018
OK...Yes it has been years since I was forced to give that first blow job. 

Yes it was technically a rape because at the time it was a forced sex act involving penetration of a penis into my body(mouth) that ended in ejaculation of semen into my body(mouth)
But i still think of that experience every so often and the thing I remember most about it was that it was exciting. 

When it comes right down to it I don't desire men in a sexual way and prefer sex with women. If it comes to kissing and hugging I only get aroused when i think of that sort of thing with a women.

But there is something that I find exciting about oral stimulation of a penis. Yes he forced me the first time to do it...but afterwards when it was done and I drove home I realized it was exciting to have done it and I had a desire to try it again.

Well in time we hooked up many times and i have sucked him off every time we hooked up.  He does not desire to suck me off but thoroughly loves when I suck him off. 
It has evolved into a Submissive / Dominant sexual relation which I had not planned on either.

It is weird because I actually do not like the taste of semen 
I like when he has ejaculated prior to our hook up so there is not a lot of semen for me to swallow when he ejaculates in my mouth.

But I like the excitement of causing the sexual orgasm so even if he has "saved up" and I get a mouthful of semen I endure it because of my addiction to the excitement.
As a result of this addiction he has power over me to do whatever kinky thing he likes to feed his lust for control over me. 

In fact he has ordered me to jack off and cum on his cock.... then i had to take his cum covered cock in my mouth and give him a blow job.

He knows how I do not like cum and did it just for the excitement of exercising complete control over me. It really pleased him and he shot a big load into my mouth because of it.
That was really hard to do...Instead of just a second of cum taste at the end which i could quickly swallow, I had to endure the taste of cum for the entire blow job. Yes just as i had finally cleared my mouth of my cum he shot his load.

Even though he does these things ....both he and I know I will continue to service him.....that is the way of addiction.
Posted at 10:19am (MST) | Comments (1) | Add Comment | Report Post
The conquest - Completed
Thursday, July 12, 2018
Finally the tip of his cock touched my lips... I did not want this but did not dare resist...He had put me into a state of fear at this point. My ass was sore from the punishment he had just given it and I did not want more of that at this point,  so I opened my mouth and let his penis enter.

I was not certain what to do and just held it in my mouth. He was fully erect and obviously wanted to cum at this point. He was not going to let my lack of blow job knowledge stop him so he began to jack himself off.   As he did this in a commanding growl he said "Suck it bitch" 
He was now forcing me to orally copulate him...I did not dare resist and began moving my head up and down on his cock to match the rhythm of his hand jacking himself off. 

He was extremely aroused and his breathing got faster and faster.
I was now moving my head up and down very fast and my lips and tongue massaged his gland as he jacked off the base of his cock.

I did not plan on doing this nor did I ask for this, but did not dare to say stop or no because he clearly was bent on completing what he was doing and had already shown me he was in control.  

It did not take long and finally I heard him give out a loud grunt.
He stop jacking off and then used both hands to push my head down firmly on his penis and held it there.

As he gave out a long hard exhalation I quickly learned why he suddenly stopped jacking off....
From the tip of his cock I felt a pulse of very thick warm fluid on the base of my tongue and it filled the back of my throat..  With his cock filling my mouth i could not swallow and yet I felt another pulse with almost as much of this thick mucus as the first pulse.  There was no where for this fluid to go but down the sides of his cock and into my cheeks.  His hands held my head firmly as one last release of cum exited the tip of his penis only this one was more just an outflow and not a pulse like the others.

He released my head and and lay back ....now breathing hard as his orgasm now transitioned into afterglow.

My mouth was filled with cum and i backed off till just the gland of his penis was in my mouth. This allowed me to swallow.. It took two swallows to clear my mouth but even with that there was some still coating the back of my throat.

But it was done and he had completed the conquest of me.
I was now his bitch.

Posted at 1:55pm (MST) | Comments (2) | Add Comment | Report Post
The conquest
Wednesday, July 11, 2018
I am told by others..."He degraded you by making you suck his cock and cumming in your mouth. Why did you let him do it?"

I don't really know... something happened...I was planning on one thing but though the force of his personality he made me do more. He made me do what he wanted me to do even though it was not what I had planning on doing, and had a power over me that i can not explain.

He told me later that the anal was for me....but the blow job was for him and once he had properly conditioned me, he took what he wanted.
He did it expertly and by the time he stopped I was converted from a man into a submissive sex object.
He fucked me so hard it hurt to put me in the right frame of mind...
(scared and submissive)
I found out that fucking my anus was a just foreplay to him .... and soon discovered conquest of my mouth to satisfy his lust for sex and power was his final intention.
When he rolled off me and removed the condom I was not in control....He had conquered me and was now taking the spoils...I watched his cock get closer to my mouth..... as his hand guided my head to it.

I was going to give my first blow job whether I wanted to or not.

 
Posted at 1:10pm (MST) | Comments (1) | Add Comment | Report Post
Loading - please wait
Loading... please wait
Other people you might be interested in